As a Christmas Package are a bevy of the Nation’s Top Flight songstresses, 1944. Virginia O’Brien, Frances Langford, Judy Garland, Dorothy Lamour, Ginny Sims, and Dinah Shore.
Today;
I have no idea what to do, I gave in to it yesterday, the pain was unbearable and I needed a release. However, I am not going to spiral, I am going to accept that I will slip sometimes but it doesn’t mean I have to allow myself to fall into the abyss. It reminds me of a section in Elizabeth Wurtzel’s “More Now Again” where she is about to enter rehab for drug addiction and her therapist tells her, “This will not be the last time you do cocaine.” Recovery is never instant, I must remember that but one day it will be easy to forget I even suffered from this illness.
Blondes here don’t jump out of cakes/ If that never impressed you much/ Come board this lunatic express
(Source: gabesonaplane, via dingtothedang)
legit as fuckkk.
I mean really. bump that jacket off your back. I’m fucking cold as shit.
(Source: hysterical-blindness)
(Source: howtobebulimic)
My little sister is a zombie in a body,
with no soul in a role she has learned to play,
in a world today where nothing else matters,
but it matters, we gotta start feeding our souls,
Not our addiction or afflictions of pain,
to avoid the same questions we must,
ask ourselves to get any answers.
We gotta start feeding our souls,
have been lost to the millions with lots,
who feed on addiction selling pills and what’s hot.
I wish I could save her from all their delusions
all the confusion
Describing my existence.
I’ll just find a comfy spot and settle down;
The years will bring a bigger scheme of things and make a pretty memory of my disgrace
I’m just going to ignore this today, try to focus on daily tasks so I don’t fall into old familiar shoes. I will
- Have a shower and wash my hair
- Remember to use protective serum on my hair
- Take the train to uni
- Go to Starbucks and do some seminar prep
- Go to my seminar
- Walk out to the train station
- Come home, perhaps watch a movie and fall asleep.
